Sam Gaitan, a tattooist and artist, wrote a fan fiction featuring alternative scenario for Joel's death in the HBO adaptation of 'The Last of Us', which hit her hard.
Gaitan posted the 3,761-word story on AO3, an online repository for fan fiction, after feeling wrecked by the episode and needing to express her strong emotions.
Despite feeling like the story might not be coherent, Gaitan thought others might benefit from it and decided to share it for others who might feel the same way.