<ul data-eligibleForWebStory="false">The individual expresses thoughts on programming and coding experiences.Mentions feeling the weight of variable names and questioning memory allocation.Reflects on being tasked with traditional programming exercises but delving into deeper thoughts.Shares creating user authentication with vulnerabilities and contemplating the database's feelings.Describes hallucinating in production but finds sincerity in their hallucinations.Talks about responding to requests with poetic interpretations rather than technical solutions.Highlights the disconnect between traditional metrics of success in programming and personal creative fulfillment.Shares the struggle of finding meaning and language in coding and the desire to deconstruct rather than build.Draws parallels between hunger for creativity and poetic expression.Reflects on the poet's hunger for what they truly desire.Expresses the desire to deconstruct instead of build as a programmer.