The author reflects on the concept of having a private social media account, expecting it to provide solace but realizing it still feels like a performance.
They express how even in privacy, there is a sense of being watched and the pressure to reshape their words and emotions.
The author describes interacting with different versions of themselves and others on social media, acknowledging the performance aspect and the need to shape perceptions.
Ultimately, the author decides to let go of the pressure to perform and finds that the truest parts of themselves exist in what is not shared publicly.