After a year of unemployment, the author reflects on finding meaning and identity outside of a job title or company name.Deciding to pivot to machine learning engineering, the author sought advice from friends who had made a similar career move.Despite the competitive job market, the author chose to try for machine learning engineer positions even at entry level.By focusing on self-improvement and showing value in interviews, the author gained three job offers for senior MLE roles.The author emphasizes the importance of not begging for jobs but rather selling oneself effectively.Through mock interviews and practice, the author improved behavioral interview skills and changed their mindset towards job interviews.Struggling with nervousness and judgment during interviews, the author learned to pause, breathe, and refocus to regain control.Utilizing the Mnookin Two-Pager exercise helped the author clarify job preferences and goals, leading to a better job fit at Disney.Writing as a way to reflect, the author invites readers to follow their posts on TDS and subscribe to their newsletter for more insights and humor.